Thursday, November 15, 2012

Old Age Day by Day November 15, 2012

Two days in a row the dogs have not barked in the middle of the night.  The solution:  covering their access to seeing out the windows in the kitchen.  Aaaah.  Relief.  Evidently, it's a jungle out there in our back yard, with birds, cats, squirrels and strange shadows.  Our friend from Chicago suggested covering the windows, and voila!  I am a rested person. 

Last night I had a dream kind of like the old French movie "Children of Paradise".  I was in the middle of a big celebration, in fact, I was the drum major, and all around were happy faces and confetti and chaos and throngs of people.  I woke up smiling.  I had such a feeling of joy.  I have no idea what it means, but after awakening, I realized I'd had a similar dream before, so it seems it is reoccurring.  I guess I've internalized the movie so deeply that I'm now living in it occasionally.  Though my dream has none of the sadness, regret, and pain of the movie.  What a vacation this dream is, or is it a glimpse of nirvana?  It is not unlike the drops of water in the river that flows to the ocean, the central Buddhist metaphor of life.  Wow.

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