Monday, May 21, 2012

Old Age Day by Day May 21, 2012

I've had a nice few days on my own, while my husband has been at our cabin.  These separations are good for me, because the routine is broken up a bit, and I can be more spontaneous, and I don't cook.  This morning I cleaned out the freezer, and discovered a lot of very old breads, waffles and the like, which somehow I always think we will eat and we never do.  Now that I'm watching my carbs, breads just sit in the refrigerator, until I fear for their freshness, then I freeze them, then they develop ice all over the ziplock bag, then I throw them out, despairing of figuring out how old they are.  This is not an efficient system. 

I recycled many old magazines as well, finally surrendering to the fact that I will never read certain articles, those kind where they would be educational, and I would be a more informed person, but I can't make myself sit down and plow through.  Today I'm okay with being uninformed.

Yesterday, my neighbor next door called and asked if I knew how to get her flashing hazard lights on her car to shut off.  I explained I am an idiot with that kind of thing and my husband was at the cabin, but came over anyhow.  And here's the thing:  I did find the button and shut them off as soon as I sat down in the driver's seat.  I was overwhelmed with my own expert technological capability.  I have new respect for myself.  And hopefully, my neighbor is now in total awe of me.

So, along with seeing a concert, a movie, having a Buddhist study group, seeing my teacher's dharma talk, having lunch and shopping with my daughter and dinner with my son, I have done these more important, life altering tasks.  Who knows what amazing thing I will do today!?  Certainly, not me.

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