Friday, October 21, 2011

Old Age Day by Day October 21, 2011

There were two earthquakes yesterday, and by the time of the second one, in the evening, I was shaky myself.  We were on the eighth floor of a building, and our conductor released us early and we carefully walked down all the flights of stairs.  I thought I'd have trouble sleeping, but I woke up at seven, refreshed.  Today I'm making my husband fill our water barrel in the garage.  We have a pack, but it's probably fairly useless.  I never know where to keep the earthquake supplies.  What part of the house will collapse?  Is the garage a bad idea?  Both cars are in there, so that's a double whammy.  Whatever and whenever comes, I will feel unprepared and disconcerted, I feel rock certain of that.

Today I'm going to lunch with a friend, then seeing my Buddhist teacher.  These activities will be grounding for me.  October is a haunting month.  We had the big earthquake and the firestorm in October, and our memories are long.  Having even these small earthquakes is a reminder, of instability, change and surprise.  Somehow, I never get really comfortable with those three words.

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