Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Old Age Day by Day January 10, 2012

My retreat was delightful and inspiring.  I returned refreshed and ready to tackle some difficult issues and keep my head while tussling.  It's always good to be in a room full of lovingkindness and intentions of being compassionate to all beings.  There is power in that gesture.  My "swim buddy", to steered me to this teacher, was with me and we discussed dharma talks in the evenings, and my gratitude to her is immense.  And today is her birthday.  I've promised to give her Haruku Mirakami's "1Q84", because she was describing looking at the moon last Wednesday night and how strange and amazing it was, and it was as if she was reading a passsage from Murakami's book.  More selfishly, I can't wait to discuss it with her after she's read it.

I talked to my daughter and granddaughter last night, and my son in London during the day and my younger son yesterday evening.  I hold them in my hearts and checking in is so easeful to me.  I am truly blessed with four wonderful adult children, a daughter-in-law and son-in-law whom I love, and two delightful granddaughters.  Retreats remind me of all my blessings, and the preciousness of life.  The trick is to keep that knowledge accessible daily, in each and every moment.  It's a challenge, but the benefits are magical.

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